As nature prepares itself for a new day, I come to blog, something from which I had been absent for a long time. So what made me come today in specific? It's my bday on 17 and my mind is clouded with so many thoughts and so I come to cyberspace, seriously a better place to ramble off all the thoughts you have in your mind.
The thing is for me at least is I hate my birthdays, for years! I hate the situations I have had been in and the custom of I crying on my every single birthday! The worst part is it keeps proving itself my whining about the bday and everything. As I am getting another year old, I try to count my blessings even though they are few, as I ignore the grammatical mistakes in this post right now , I also try to shake myself off the anxiety . But it's not easy, you know it's way more complicated than putting it into words!
As I am typing this my phone keeps buzzing with calls from my friends, Friends do make your not -so-cool bday a better one. A dog is barking outside, there's a cool breeze coming in and I suddenly feel peaceful and happy. Hmm Life is strange! OK, that's the clue that I am out of words. Got to go!
P.S ., I am turning 24, and I feel old! Isn't that weird?
The thing is for me at least is I hate my birthdays, for years! I hate the situations I have had been in and the custom of I crying on my every single birthday! The worst part is it keeps proving itself my whining about the bday and everything. As I am getting another year old, I try to count my blessings even though they are few, as I ignore the grammatical mistakes in this post right now , I also try to shake myself off the anxiety . But it's not easy, you know it's way more complicated than putting it into words!
As I am typing this my phone keeps buzzing with calls from my friends, Friends do make your not -so-cool bday a better one. A dog is barking outside, there's a cool breeze coming in and I suddenly feel peaceful and happy. Hmm Life is strange! OK, that's the clue that I am out of words. Got to go!
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