Life of a few grey cells.

The random thought process

Sometimes I see a train of thoughts running at the speed of light coming all over me, overwhelming me and abandoning me at light speed. Some make sense, some don't at all and I, for some strange reason like these stupid thoughts, because they are mine, resembling me, enveloping my stupidity  and making a case out of it. Perhaps this is all useless in the infinite universe and for the never ending time; but it’s the fragment of me, trying to put a hat on the shapeless and vague life.

In the same spirit to the answer one of the most basic questions of life, the one thing life thought me is, is life fair? Answer:  NO.

Dawn of a new day

As nature prepares itself for a new day, I come to blog, something from which I had been absent for a long time. So what made me come today in specific? It's my bday on 17 and my mind is clouded with so many thoughts and so I come to cyberspace, seriously a better place to ramble off all the thoughts you have in your mind.
                                The thing is for me at least is I hate my birthdays, for years! I hate the situations I have had been in and the custom of I crying on my every single birthday! The worst part is it keeps proving itself  my whining about the bday and  everything. As I am getting another year old, I try to count my blessings even though they are few, as I ignore the grammatical mistakes in this post right now , I also try to shake myself off the anxiety . But it's not easy, you know it's way more complicated than putting it into words!
                            As I am typing this my phone keeps buzzing with calls from my friends, Friends do make your not -so-cool  bday  a better one. A dog is barking outside, there's a cool breeze coming in and I suddenly feel peaceful and happy. Hmm Life is strange! OK, that's the clue that  I am out of words. Got to go!

P.S ., I am turning 24, and I feel old! Isn't that weird? 

Year 2014

Well, just one day to go and I keep wondering why the last goodbyes are always painful and sad. Perhaps that's how it's supposed to be so! But my point is , I keep worrying, pondering, brooding over certain inexplicable  things  in life and try to come up with a plausible solution to it, which in the longer run is not at all that smart I tell you. Maybe time makes things in life less painful and less- inexplicable. Or maybe the higher almighty does help us. Along with tough times, god does present us something else for us - hope. The little dwindling light that keeps us going in the darkest times. With that hope and the unflinching belief in the almighty I say goodbye to the year 2014 for one last time and welcome the new year with nothing on mind and soul , like a blank slate to write the timeless stories of life.

Happy New Year In Advance.

Moments of life in a year

The memories of 2014, some  are good and  some are painful but I take life as it comes. As someone told me at the end of the day, it's only memories we are left with. Good or bad, they are still ours.
Happy Holidays!

An year that passes by

 In a few days, this year is gonna end. 2014. This particular time in my life is never gonna come again. Curious thing time is! Maybe that's why they say use it wisely. And I would rather try to keep each day productive, different and fulfilling.
 Looking back at the year, I try tell myself, yes I did fight!
Each month  Each day was a new promise, new challenge,
It's like a two sides of a coin, the dark side and the good one
together is what makes life worth living!
I rather tried to stay positive, fought for my way of life
Did take things upon my sleeve and moved ahead.
And I continue to fight!
because I don't give up so easily!    (and Amen to that)


P.S: Several years later when I think of this time, I hope that I will remember my 23 old self as a fighter, never letting things to let you down.

The weather in Vizag is as crazy as i am. :-p.  Let me tell you one thing, the story of a person is best told my the unpublished posts left in draft than the actual posts. Food for thought !!

The books i read

Although so many things sucked for me this year, one thing which makes me content is my reading resolution.
I did complete 25 books(apart from the articles and short stories I read) and on its way to 30!
So which books I read? what genre? Personally I like nonfiction, that's apparent if you see my book list.
But I do like to lay hands on anything that interests me :).

And list of books are: Bookworm(that's the name of the book list: -D)

1. The Christmas promise
2. The  number one ladies detective agency
3.  The blue umbrella
4. The diary of wimpy kid series
5. Lean in
6. Conversations of Mani Ratnam
7. Grand mother's tale
8. Harry Potter series (shame I know)
9. Romeo and Juliet
10. Seven secrets of Shiva
11. AR Rahman  biography
12. Magic drums and other stories by Sudha Murthy
13. The old man and his goat by Sudha Murthy
14. The grandma bag of stories by Sudha Murthy
15. Who will cry when I die by Robin Sharma
16. The adventures of Sherlock Holmes
17. The return of Sherlock Holmes

The kid in wimpy kid series is as wimpier as me: -P.  I am a fan of R k Narayan stories and covered most of his works, but few are a still left. And coming to Harry Potter series, being a 90's kid, it's a shame I didn't read them till now and I first saw the movies. But as they say, better late than never, I read them and enjoyed them so well.
                                 About  ARR and Mani Ratnam, I adore them and yes the books are clearly for people who are as curious about films as me. Planning to buy some of the MR films I don't have. I like Kannithil Muthamittal more among his movies, the BGM of that movie is outstanding!!
                                  Sudha Murthy books are great to read, simple English and great messages to people.The philanthropic side of me picked these novels. Seven secrets of Shiva shows my spiritual side.
Who will die when I cry is a book you have to read if you believe in self-improvement and becoming a better person.
                               Sherlock Holmes is my darling. Love his novels and as a follow up watched the movies: -P. Robert Downey Jr is brilliant! sigh! Well, that's my saga with books. Hope to come back soon here again. c ya!!!