R.I.P. girl...

      Most dark say indeed. Woke up to the sad news of the girl's death.   I think she will be safer there somewhere than here, in my own country! The agitations across the nation  demanding strong laws and justice truly bring us hope. But I pray and wish that this too will not get buried  in the history as just another agitation. Prayers and strength  to her family. 

At times.....

 There comes a situation in your life, where you feel very stupid about yourself, everything around you makes you feel so depressed, you feel like an underdog. You try make use of every situation and every opportunity  to make something out of your life, useful, meaningful. But fate laughs at you, makes fun of you, what should I do then? give up like a loser? or fight  with all the spirit?
                                                          Easier said than done right? One of the most important lessons I learned till now in life are from my past experiences, things that taught me what life is!  There is Quote I read somewhere, being born as an idiot is not our mistake, but dying as one is one big mistake (well maybe I miss quoted it ) but understand how I feel,  at one point in life you should question yourself  what are you up to now?, Times where you are at the crossroads . I now know that I at one such situation and I am totally sucking !!!
                              Hope it turns out all good  at the end. sigh!!
                     

A moment of shame

                                        Yes i am here to express my anguish, when I can use this space to babble about every nonsense I do then surely  i have to shout  out loud and clear about the most heinous , brutal gang rape happened in Delhi . Yes, we talking about the capital city of India. It's indeed the moment of shame for every Indian to agree to the fact that women are still treated as subjects, inferior to men. The case stands as a mere example to the crimes committed  on women that goes  unnoticed, unreported. Now that the brutality is at peaks and  there is a tipping point for everything. I wish demand for justice for the victim( albeit she can never lead a normal life! ) and safety and protection to all women in India.
                                                                I  long for freedom for me for every woman and pray with all my heart that she recovers soon. Prayers! And yes those bastards need to be punished ASAP! PUNISHED in a way the sends shudders down their spines to people to commit such crime again.
                                                            I typing away as it is and going to publish it in about few seconds no room for a second glance! not needed! never this upset!
                                            

Merry Christmas!

                                               One of the most cherished festivals for me is Christmas! why? because this season gives us hope, and also the food   cakes, pastries especially made of chocolate <3.  and ya I on my way to hit the road with my friends for Christmas and its always nice to have friends with same  chocolate fantasy! ;-) I just had a round of chocolate mousse! delicious!  To you all  reading my blog have a great day with dear ones tomorrow.
                                                 And yes what I wish to have this Christmas is a puppy. I guess Santa Claus is listening ;-).

Casting away the thoughts of  wistfulness,
I walk  in the sands of time,
with memories been washed away,
cool air which is harsh  but soothing,
leading to the destiny unknown,
I do not fret anymore for I see it now,
I came out strong and still
walking away from you,
miles and miles,
the journey continues,
but the memories deep down,
may never carry  you again.

Thoughts....

                                                  When thoughts flow uninterrupted, and you will be watching them , imagination at peaks , you put those missing pieces  together  to understand the scattered, mindless, unfathomable thought pieces , that gives you some varied emotions that you have lived and relived for umpteenth times .

I keep observing them nevertheless  bit by bit, trying to emote each feeling, to understand the character better, to unlock the key, to solve the riddle, to break open the absurdity it is surrounded with . To reach the level where everything is crystal clear , where you can answer every question, you come to terms with yourself to understand the thought process that have had been there from days i remotely remember and continues to be there, until i  solve them  and go ahead and step into stillness, the final phase , the state of  no explanations and calmness, where you and your  soul  becomes one and then  that day you seize to exist in this very world....

My mini disaster

                                                    When I started blogging I thought of sharing and expressing things I felt worth it, either happy or sad ones. Now it's time for sharing my sad story. A few months back I went for my second ear piercing something I always loved and longed for! I so loved them I couldn't stop flashing them to people I know and I don't. : -D All went well until I suddenly started developing  pain and puss. Initially I thought that its common and didn't care much ,but I had to give attention to  it when I saw a layer of skin developing  over the area  due to infection and the problem become so severe that  I had to get it removed by a  doctor !! :(    (they gave me local anesthesia for it)

                                                                   In the whole process, i had to endure a lot of pain.  The reason for this is it wasn't pierced well, (I went for a gunshot) and I still keep wondering why it happened so!  Post my mini disaster  I had to accept the fact that if I want them again I have to repeat the whole process  which I am clearly reluctant to do. So this is how I ended up with a scar left behind reminding me of my hasty decision I took!!!

                                                            I just wanna tell you, whoever reading this post, if you do want to go for a one like this, do some little research, it doesn't cost you much time. And I do wish and pray you guys are smart enough  to foresee issues like this. oh, well not a dud like me. sigh!

                                                                 Well, that's my mini disaster story for now I signing off with a big SIGH!