R.I.P. girl...

      Most dark say indeed. Woke up to the sad news of the girl's death.   I think she will be safer there somewhere than here, in my own country! The agitations across the nation  demanding strong laws and justice truly bring us hope. But I pray and wish that this too will not get buried  in the history as just another agitation. Prayers and strength  to her family. 

At times.....

 There comes a situation in your life, where you feel very stupid about yourself, everything around you makes you feel so depressed, you feel like an underdog. You try make use of every situation and every opportunity  to make something out of your life, useful, meaningful. But fate laughs at you, makes fun of you, what should I do then? give up like a loser? or fight  with all the spirit?
                                                          Easier said than done right? One of the most important lessons I learned till now in life are from my past experiences, things that taught me what life is!  There is Quote I read somewhere, being born as an idiot is not our mistake, but dying as one is one big mistake (well maybe I miss quoted it ) but understand how I feel,  at one point in life you should question yourself  what are you up to now?, Times where you are at the crossroads . I now know that I at one such situation and I am totally sucking !!!
                              Hope it turns out all good  at the end. sigh!!
                     

A moment of shame

                                        Yes i am here to express my anguish, when I can use this space to babble about every nonsense I do then surely  i have to shout  out loud and clear about the most heinous , brutal gang rape happened in Delhi . Yes, we talking about the capital city of India. It's indeed the moment of shame for every Indian to agree to the fact that women are still treated as subjects, inferior to men. The case stands as a mere example to the crimes committed  on women that goes  unnoticed, unreported. Now that the brutality is at peaks and  there is a tipping point for everything. I wish demand for justice for the victim( albeit she can never lead a normal life! ) and safety and protection to all women in India.
                                                                I  long for freedom for me for every woman and pray with all my heart that she recovers soon. Prayers! And yes those bastards need to be punished ASAP! PUNISHED in a way the sends shudders down their spines to people to commit such crime again.
                                                            I typing away as it is and going to publish it in about few seconds no room for a second glance! not needed! never this upset!
                                            

Merry Christmas!

                                               One of the most cherished festivals for me is Christmas! why? because this season gives us hope, and also the food   cakes, pastries especially made of chocolate <3.  and ya I on my way to hit the road with my friends for Christmas and its always nice to have friends with same  chocolate fantasy! ;-) I just had a round of chocolate mousse! delicious!  To you all  reading my blog have a great day with dear ones tomorrow.
                                                 And yes what I wish to have this Christmas is a puppy. I guess Santa Claus is listening ;-).

Casting away the thoughts of  wistfulness,
I walk  in the sands of time,
with memories been washed away,
cool air which is harsh  but soothing,
leading to the destiny unknown,
I do not fret anymore for I see it now,
I came out strong and still
walking away from you,
miles and miles,
the journey continues,
but the memories deep down,
may never carry  you again.

Thoughts....

                                                  When thoughts flow uninterrupted, and you will be watching them , imagination at peaks , you put those missing pieces  together  to understand the scattered, mindless, unfathomable thought pieces , that gives you some varied emotions that you have lived and relived for umpteenth times .

I keep observing them nevertheless  bit by bit, trying to emote each feeling, to understand the character better, to unlock the key, to solve the riddle, to break open the absurdity it is surrounded with . To reach the level where everything is crystal clear , where you can answer every question, you come to terms with yourself to understand the thought process that have had been there from days i remotely remember and continues to be there, until i  solve them  and go ahead and step into stillness, the final phase , the state of  no explanations and calmness, where you and your  soul  becomes one and then  that day you seize to exist in this very world....

My mini disaster

                                                    When I started blogging I thought of sharing and expressing things I felt worth it, either happy or sad ones. Now it's time for sharing my sad story. A few months back I went for my second ear piercing something I always loved and longed for! I so loved them I couldn't stop flashing them to people I know and I don't. : -D All went well until I suddenly started developing  pain and puss. Initially I thought that its common and didn't care much ,but I had to give attention to  it when I saw a layer of skin developing  over the area  due to infection and the problem become so severe that  I had to get it removed by a  doctor !! :(    (they gave me local anesthesia for it)

                                                                   In the whole process, i had to endure a lot of pain.  The reason for this is it wasn't pierced well, (I went for a gunshot) and I still keep wondering why it happened so!  Post my mini disaster  I had to accept the fact that if I want them again I have to repeat the whole process  which I am clearly reluctant to do. So this is how I ended up with a scar left behind reminding me of my hasty decision I took!!!

                                                            I just wanna tell you, whoever reading this post, if you do want to go for a one like this, do some little research, it doesn't cost you much time. And I do wish and pray you guys are smart enough  to foresee issues like this. oh, well not a dud like me. sigh!

                                                                 Well, that's my mini disaster story for now I signing off with a big SIGH!

deeds ,thoughts,me

These days I have absolutely no urge to blog. This pessimistic mood is because I had the worst week till date, due to various reasons and ya I am trying to come out of it, and decided maybe I should try my hand here.
                I have too many things to do, Just for fun I got the idea of sharing my  to - do -list.... Let's see if this lifts my mood. Starting with, I want to
yoga
running (I am fond of this)
visit Kerala (my childhood dream)
meditate
help people (a lot more)
dance class
classical music (my lifetime goal)
spa
Steve jobs (no no... don't worry I am talking about his book!)
San Francisco (kick my bro there: -D)
                                            some of them may be weird, but I like them to be so, Somehow whenever I plan to Kerala it gets canceled always!!   I love to dance and sing. Maybe this list goes longer in future, but that's it for now.. Hope I  do them all, and if you have  such  wishlist,  may they all get fulfilled. praying god.

p.s .  I feeling better now :)

Its festival time !

Diwali is approaching! I love this festival as a child more burning crackers and having fun. As the years passed by now I enjoy watching the sky, lit with all the colorful lights And yes Diwali is a family festival, it feels great to be with family. The beautiful weather adds to the festival  furor. Oh, i am really looking forward to it.

                                                And to all, reading this please cut down on crackers and use environment-friendly items. Have a great Diwali and be Safe. May this festival brings you happiness prosperity and success. Happy Diwali in advance. Take care.

My random thoughts

It's been a hectic week for me. Now that I got some time to lay back, am here typing  my post !hmm frankly  I have nothing in  my  mind in particular so I am typing randomly, the thoughts.

I love Sundays  especially for mornings with newspapers especially The Hindu, I am an ardent fan of  it from childhood and I love to have some hot coffee sipping in between. Today is one such one pleasant , bright and lazy :)

This is one of my random clicks that I usually do when I am free and lazing away with time. hehe!!!

Those small things make my day albeit simple and silly! Well,  this is mine what's yours?

P.S:. Have a great Sunday and a wonderful week ahead.

                                    LEISURE TIME                                   

I have a  habit of listening to songs of a particular music director in a week. I do listen to other songs, but predominantly  songs of a particular genre make my week!
And this week its ARR and his songs in the period of 90's and till 2003. ( the segregation is made my me: -D) anyways after  hectic weeks of roaming around I decided to give it a break. I am mostly sticking to home.
                                                                     While surfing through The internet,  I found these pictures  and felt like sharing. These pictures in one way stands testimony to my obsession towards rain. ya!

I found this one very creative!!! wat say??

P.S --- All these pictures have been taken from yahoo! I have no idea of  the photographer.. (Or should I put them as a disclaimer ? hmm?)

Too many things happening in life. Took some time to sort out! o. k. now let me shout out some of my most cherished moments with friends went to govindapuram., which is about 45 km from Visakhapatnam. The most enduring factor here it is near sea coast and it has a beach (my love). we really enjoyed this trip though it was quite hot and sunny.  But I seriously  love the place.

This is the temple I was talking about.

somehow I love this view!

THE  BEACH

 The temple I mentioned has all the idols of Hindu gods... all in one place which makes this temple unique. My friends tried hard to drag me out off this place especially beach: -D haha!!!


P.S. -  In my last post I said I would post some pics.. promises are always kept :). On the side note Happy Ganesh chathurdhi everyone.. Pray hard!!

                                           Today's rain in my city made me get drenched in drainage water!   I went to Sony service center to give my phone to repair.  It just tells me how addicted I am to my phone.Planning to buy a new phone or should I wait for I phone 5 ? hmm? . Anyways I was done with my work and  got back home sweet home, here  I am blogging after brushing myself off the mud. :-).

                                       By the way I have been writing too much these days, planning to post some pics hereby ! that makes sense !  what say?

                                  Me and my decisions!             

                                                                     Now  I  am  typing  away  my  thoughts  that  were in my  head for a long time.  It's time  for me to take  some  crucial  decisions in life and guess what I am having multiple options in front!     sometimes it's a tough job when you have too many options in front! seriously !   Now that I  have  zeroed  on  a few and have clearly no idea where to start and that's where the problem comes!
                                                 

                                                                 After  spending  some  sleepless nights  filled  with  mugs of coffee  sipping  away  but  no solution  found. I  found out  it's foolish to sit and  think  rather  than do something  about it!  On the other hand  found  myself  hooked  up to a  new habit! Audiobooks !  I will strongly recommend people who can't sit with books!  ya ! :-)

                           Retrospection

Looking back exactly a year before, I used to ask myself time and again whether what I heard was true or not! Waiting for miracles to happen, the way I simply and foolishly hoped. Life had  taught me some tough lesson then!

                                  I was going through the rough phase of my life ( or should i call it the roughest ? You may not,  you never  know  what's  in  store  for  you ! :-p) well that's a different story ! I had some serious problems going on in my personal front. And I reckon I haven't given up anything lately for that!

                            Seeing myself now, I guess I am more matured emotionally and have grown up from this experience. and I gladly and proudly could speak about my friends who stood my be in my tough times!!! 

                                     The reason for my late blogging  is I was attacked by viral fever and could not blog though I had the urge to do it. I hate being sick! 

                                          Now that I am fine I am thinking of resuming to my pending works and they're a lot of movies releasing too! : -D I am going to be a busy bee again !!   

                                       Nostalgic 

Sometimes  I  keep  laughing  at myself when I get to  remember  how  crazy  I  used to be when I was a child.

  I was (I m still) an ardent reader of Hindu paper and I love young world published every Tuesday after I finished reading mine 

I used to check with my neighbors if they got another different paper because I have to wait for another whole week for it!  

 One of my craziest ideology is When I saw old movies at the age of 5 or 6 I used to think the world used to be black and white then!

Such a dumbest  person I was, I came a long way now and I still believe that the child in me is still alive 

 when I am with the closest persons on earth! I hope everybody is! Do you have any such crazy memories of childhood?

              On the side note, what's all this god particle about? Could someone explain me? I suck I physics! It's always a rocket science for me!   ;-)

    

                                   I thought  of  posting  a  long  post.  But  I lost  the  copy and  so are the thoughts.... things happening in  life  now  is, it's  raining  in  my  hometown! Yes, the temperatures subsided.. Did I  tell  u  I suck in summers but I m crazy in rainy?  Yes, I am !.

I and hot summer days.

I  have  been  lazy  these  days  to  even  post  in  my  blog. I  really  suck  in summers! I  am   lucky  that  I haven't  had  any  important  things  to  do  this  week. So  I m  planning  to  enjoy  this  weekend  to the fullest.  I just  managed  to  sneak  some  time  off  to  post this.
                                It's  been  hot  and  sunny  in  my  hometown. Last  few  days  recorded  a temp of 44.6. I  have  been  out  for  a couple  of  weeks, as  I' m  doing  my  intern  at Steel plant.  It was  a  tough week!  THANKS  to my  guide  there,  we  managed  to complete  it  in  lesser time. Now that my work is done, I 'm free once again! Back to my music, blog, movies. Happy to be free! However,   I  ended  up  with  a tanned  skin  and  rough  hair.  How  to  get  back  to  normal  self?  Well,  it  takes  time   I know.. meanwhile  anybody has any suggestions how to protect skin in summers?.

On the side note.. it's a great  relief   to say this  I hate summer!

                              This special day brings back the  nostalgic  moments  I have  had  with  my  mother; my amma, that's what I call her! I take this occasion to thank my mother for all the love, and raising me so well with all good values imbibed in me and my brother. For supporting me for all the mischief  I did ( I will be still doing it! hehe!). I will always be the little girl to my mom, no matter how old I grow!

                                                     Happy mothers day to all mothers out there. I know you all  are just as sweet as my amma.

                                                 I  LOVE  WHEN  IT  RAINS!

                                     

                                             Took so long to post! That's because of my exams. End of the semester, here I am struggling to study! Oh! I hate exams! But I love holidays! It's like cool drizzle after a hot day! Pardon me if my comparison is bad. But you know that's how it feels like! 

my city looks beautiful when it rains!

                                                             Meanwhile these are some of the pics I have taken when it rained last week( don't ask me when!). I love when it's cloudy and cool. Longing to see and wishing  it rains again in Vizag! MY CITY!

My interests next to Music is Interior Decoration.Since I  live  with  my  parents  I have one room all my own. And  I  love  to  make my room  look  unique, beautiful and pleasant. I have my own rules for that; the room should depict my taste and aspirations!  Initially, I didn't  know where to start, I gave it a lot of thought then I found this cute way of remembering things ( I am an expert in forgetting things!).And then comes the Vivekananda poster, very inspiring! image credit: Dipity.com, http://mysore.blogspot.in

My all time fav quote

CHEESE BREAD
                              My recipe section is going to have one of my all time favorites THE CHEESE BREAD.

I m gonna make it simple. I m gonna stick it its taste and I won't  talk about its procedure, nutritional values blah.....  Usually to a lazy person like me who is very used to skip supper at all times( because I 'm always late  and there is no ounce of energy left with me) cheese bread is the best thing you can ever have! The most important thing that I found  is you won't lose your appetite one you think of it when you come home late(well that's how it worked for me).And it is very easy to prepare too!  I never know that a recipe can also become a blessing at times!

Here I am with my new blog!  This little new space is exciting to share my views, likes and all stuff. I m gonna write about  things that interests me, and publish if it's quite good and worth.Yes! Lots of writing from now! .